♥ i wana go wild!just to share with my beloved friends,the happenings of my life, my views and interesting things! (: 

hello people. it is the wkends agn! (:
on tuesday night, i met up with nazurah and returned Bartley for councillor campfire.
honestly, i didnt help much bcos i couldnt rmbr anything, those cheers and all.
i think i was very very inactive in councillor for the last 1 yr or so.
haha. but, i still rmbr those times im in sch with my popeew and another popeew.

anw, this is the school.
not much diff but still i miss school.

alright, councillor camp was a tad boring. X:
i managed to talk to Mrs Tan Chye Na (i think is spelt like this).
she was previously our SS teacher and now she is the VP.
ha. and i talked to her abt general stuff la, small catchin up, small convo.

nazurah flying off to vietnam tmr for a small holiday with her fam, i guess.
hmm. a lot of things have changed ever since we left school.
bitter and sweet memories.

afifah and i were suppose to meet up on saturday, but she has some workshop to attend to.
so, yeah, im at home. im okay being at home, anw ever since i started work, time spent in my room was lesser.
not counting those whn im slpin on my bed.

oh right, ytd (friday) i went to amk hub with my kor and da sao + charlton.
i went there to buy covered shoes, i jio-ed popeew, but she dont wana go out with me!
hahaha. she was sick, down with flu agn, the flu bug shld love me more!
anws, so i managed to buy the pair of pumps below. 19.90, i reckon it was not bad.
size 40, a bit pocky in front for my toes, but..hopefully it will expand.

the other time i bought the pair of shoes (rmbr the black one?),
not until ytd then i realised it was from Trendy Zone. ha.

aft that, we went to hv our dinner and ppl in singapore are really unhelpful.

we were at this narrow walkway with chairs and tables on both sides in the foodcourt.
we finished dinner and was walkin out of the walkway..
so as my dasao was pushing the pram and there was a chair that was in the way,
my bro and i was behind her, so it gives us lil time to rush in front to move the chair.

not to mention that the chair was protruding from this inconsiderate uncle's table,
and he was probably turned into a an inconsiderate-piece-of-shit statue with both his hands in front of his face.
like as if he was looking afar and thinkin deep.
bullshit.

my dasao practically moved the chair aside and went out.
i was actually going to confront that bloody man, but we moved out too quick.
i swear i was going to do that.
hello, my dasao was pregnant okay.

irritated.

and, i miss popeew!
i didnt come online and she didnt manage to whine to me!
i miss my idiot bf too.
alright.

signin off.
lookin forward to the upcomin wk.
i have taken 2 off days: on wed and thu.
and very coincidently, fri is hari raya haji!
so, i have A LOOOOOOONG WKDAY+WKEND WKEND.
hahaha.

i just need to appear at work on mon and tues,
and that's it! im off for the wk! woohoo!
then, i can meet up with moo and then hv a good day out.
i hope the date is great. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS GUO!

Not randomly, i got smth to announce! hahahaha.

I am Miss Po Pee.
I have a wife, she is Miss Po Pee Wife. (:
And I love her a lot.

We have a date to watch My Sister's Keeper when her friend got it from Msia.
We have known each other for almost 8 years, and we got married about 4 years ago.
I will continue loving her until the end of time.

Po Pee came about cute and it's invented date was ytd, 15 Nov 09.

okay i sound stupid with the last sentence. HAHAHAH.

next friday is a public holiday!
i love moo too!

early this mornin, my mum and and aunt luo flew off to HK for temple course.
and papa joined them at his 3 45pm flight.
it is a looooong and complicated (i feel it's conplex) story as to why they didnt take the flight tgt.
hahha. but anws, all 3 of them arrived in HK safe.

mummy had her flight early in the mornin, she needs to be at airport at 6am,
so we didnt go send her off. pa's was in the aftnn, so kor, dasao, xr and me sent him off at the airport.

i took pics of xr whn he was in the taxi, he lks really depressed. idk if he was tired, but it could also be bcos,
pa (his grandfather) is going off for a week. maybe he knows that, and he will lk up at pa occasionally.
he is usually active in taxi rides.

we had BK at T2 before gng back to T1 for pa's Jetstar flight.

xr and pa.

whn i got home, i prayed and then went for a 45mins jog.
weather was nice, but i was hvin a bit of a headache, god knows why. X:
okay, so i took some pics whn i got home. ahahahah.
i like the sweaty face bcos the shine kinda reflect off my pimples. d: HAHA.
and, i left my garnier dark eye ring roll-on pen in moo's pencil box whn i helped him pack his pencil box last night.

sweating it off! (:

Vera Wang's Look from my bosses. i mentioned they got back from their Aus trip the other day right.

oh ya, i managed to meet up with jeeva on thursday night after i ended work at 8pm. late hor.
okay, we had a lil catchin up session and i loved that.

anws, i think i have upload this pic before, but im uploadin it agn bcos i think it is nice! HAHA.
i shared with moo how nice it is wearin tudong, bcos you need not fret over bad hair days, and frizzy hair,
just put it on and off you go to work or anything else.
then i shared with vonne the same thing, but she said i will hv smth else to complain abt.
AND, I THINK SHE IS RIGHT. she said i will complain it is hot.
i think i have mentioned this before, but im gng to do it agn: i love her. ahahah. she knows me dude.

alright, i think i will be slpin soon.
i think the comin week will be quite loong.
and, lately i havent mention moo is quite sweet.
erm, idk if he feels he is sweet or he is tryin to be sweet.
but okay, let me just type how i feel.

on friday, he came up to my office and meet me.
my lady boss also good la, ask him come in sit.
and then we went hougang mall for dinner.
he bought for me a 15bucks chocolate, Royce smth brand.
it was nice though.

okay, and on saturday he also met up with me.
im happy he is kinda like,
makin up for the time he may not be meetin me bcos of his revision in the comin wk.

also, he had been smsin with me more often nowadays,
and i seriously appreciate that.
it is like..he is takin time off with what he is dng to reply me.
and the best part is, he will let me know if he has smth else to do and need to stop smsin.
(last time, he doesnt really say it you see. haaha. i was quite used to it,
but at times i will still feel irritated la)

and i loike it whn he rings me.
i love to hear his voice.
dk if he feels likewise though.
anw, he will be havin a looong wk too.
exams are comin up and he has to work his ass off agn.

okay, i think i shld go and slp. (:
loves!

here i am in singapore, tryin to do my work alone in the office.
i do really enjoy the silence over here other than ocassional calls disrupting my work.
other than that, everything is cool.
my bosses are in melbourne, australia. they are comin back tmr. X:

the last thing i want to receive is an email sayin that i am rude in my reply.
honestly, i felt that it was not rude at all.
i think if my lady boss finds out that i am typing it here, i will be charged in court or whatever.

but let me just type out the rough idea of how the whole thing was, to save my ass from being sued.

i received an email from my lady boss to ask me to do some work.
(i mean, of course i cannot divulge what work she has given, it is confidential)

so i replied her:

"hello..

there are quite a bit of scanning to do this morning.
once i have cleared them, i will do what you asked in this email. (:"

then she replied saying i was rude and then i shldnt be doing this for other office matters.
(i think it was what she meant, the sentence structure was a tad confusing)
oh ya, and she mentioned every work is impt.

HELLO. I DIDNT SAY IT WASNT.
I DIDNT REPLY TO THAT EMAIL.
AT FIRST I WANTED TO.
but i decided to save my breath.

i felt pissed.

i hate my job now.

i want to see my baby soon.
i need break from all these shit.
tryin to do my work yet get shot like that.

haha. i think being your baby's mother,
is the most beautiful thing that a woman can do.

BUT! waaaay before we can give birth,
or rather, we girls all have to go through menstrual cycle.

different girls have different types of ordeals before and during the menstrual period.
some may have pain, some may get frustrated..
for me, i get stomach aches and back aches during the period, esp the first two days!

guys guys guys..those girls who have bfs,
and those bfs who may become the husbands,
they can help the girls feel better by saying sweet words.
not entirely sweet-talk, they gotta be sincere whn sayin it la. (:

like for eg.
"it's tough to have your period right my baby, but dont worry..
bcos when you are my wife, i will alwys be there to pour you hot water, stock up chocolates at home,
buy you aspirin and massage your aching back. all of those just because i love you."

WAH. hahahhaah. i think im quite good at this.
but! one flaw is..he will only do that whn he is the husband hor.
hmm.
gotta amend it.

"it's tough to have your period right my baby, but dont worry..
bcos i have alr noted down roughly when is ur period and fret not,
i will appear to just pour you hot water, deliver chocolates right to your doorstep,
buy you aspirin and massage your aching back. all of those just because i love you."

hahaha. okay.
i will psycho myself.

anws! this mornin i had an exciting dream!
woohoo. i can only rmbr it roughly.
it was about some vampires and, moo was in the drm too.
fun fun fun. (:

alright. people always do weird things.
just fyi, the 2 squatting at the bus stop stand edge are china people.
the uncle lyin on the cement bench at bus stop did not bath for days, i guess.
ps. im not mean okay.

good grace.
i knew i shldnt have went to see his profile.
i alwys told my friends i have checked his profile for less thn 5 times.

it is inevitable to feel smth after i see his profile.
i agree facebook is bad. technology is bad to certain extent.
gahh..i have so so low self-esteem.

but, i think the reason that causes the low self-esteem is substantial.
i think i am not pretty with what i have.
i know everyone is unique and they have their own beauty and all!
and i wana just feel good abt myself.

sigh! i cant be comparing..i shldnt.
and i tried not to compare by avoiding.
i avoided going to his profile.
and today is the day whr i didnt manage to control myself.

thinking: it is okay la, just go and see lor. anw, you hven been gng his profile ay all. dont feel anything after seeing!

but, shit.
i hate it whn i feel this way!

it makes me wana just put an end to smth.
and i hate that.
i shldnt be taking the easiest way out,
bcos i know it hurts.
i know it will hurt me deep.

help.

on the 28th (last wed) we moved office.
my bosses are really capable people.
they did most of the things themselves.
i cant really help them bcos i was helpin divya teach her tuition kid for those few days.

they packed, they did this, did that.
contact the movers, the telephone networkin, everything man!

on the day itself and in the next 2 days (29th and 30th),
we were just unpacking and settling down in the new office.
i took photos, but i guess i will upload in the near future. d:
not now, a bit lazy.

on saturday, we came back to the office for a mini open hse.
haha. it consists only 5 people including me.
Mr and Mrs Para, Mr Andrew Tay and Gobal, plus myself.
had masala thosai, i loove that!
delicious.

i met moo on saturday as well.
nothing much, he left home early that day as he had to study for quiz.
uni life is totally shitty, i can tell you that now.

xh, yy, moo, jas, they are all madly studying.
xin ku xin ku!
and kaiyi gng to study in uni sim too.
omg. i dont think i can do that.
vonne had the same sentiments on uni life too.

and on mon, 2 Nov 09, my bosses left for Australia for 10 days!
goodness. i had to tc of the office, not that there are a lot of tc la,
just that i hv to divert calls to myself aft leavin office.

jeeva said im like the boss of the office.
HHAHAHAAH. bcos i gotta pickup calls and stuff.
hmm, i can only keep my fingers cross and
hope everything will be quite alright while my bosses are not arnd.

alright. gotta go and eat.

shujuan is still constantly findin a way to make herself happy no matter how she lks,
and how she deals with other stupid small things that happen in her life.
she will find her way soon! and things will work out as long as she has a bigger heart for everything. (:
she has a beeaautiful smile!

i went for a hair cut ytd.
i asked for a layer cut, which, he did.
but, my rebonded hair was gone!

as in, it is not straight anymore,
and it looks spoilt, rigid and..UGLY!

i smsed my SIB, stupid irritating bf,
he replied me a few times askin me to send a pic of my hair to him,
so that he cant help judge wthr im just over-reacting.

and, i just couldnt get a pic taken, as it. was. too. uuuuugly!
goodness. i look like i have a jellyfish head and the hair is really rigid.

and, he is totally not helping!
he stopped replyin me halfway!
goodness.

alright, i need no one.
i just hope my hair will grow.
and i will not go for layerin after rebonding,
my hair is soooooo....GAH.

im signin off.
and im sad.

just ytd, i mentioned i was a fanged snake,
and someone got my venom at the edge of my fangs.
a pity i didnt manage to bite into her bloody freakin f***ing blood stream of hers!

bloody hell.

all these happened ytd
(Thurs, if you cant rmbr today is friday like how forgetful i am at times).
i was on bus 113 going home.
i thought of sittin at the window seat so that ppl can save the struggle
of gettin into the window seat if i sat outside,
although, i will be standing up and lettin the person move in.
just that most ppl dont do that, and that irritates me like shit comin of you-know-whr.

so i sat in, and this lady in blue sat beside me.
the journey was still quite okay with the occasional pokes i got from her bag.
well, we girls have big bags, i understand that point.

it came to my stop whr i pressed the bell,
she was quick to move her legs out in a swift motion to let me out.
but i was thinkin,
"i'd rather wait for the bus to stop then i go out, hence i knock into her if the bus jerks"

whn she realised i wasnt going to move out of my seat,
she shifted her bloody legs back.
whn the bus stops, and i was signallin her that i wana go out,
she f**king just had her legs stuck on her bloody ass,
which the bum of hers was totally glued to the seat for some reason.

it could be because she like the fact that her ass was sittin on a bus seat
which was infested with so many germs and bacterias from other commuters.

so, i lked down at her, and she was givin me the
"now-you-wana-get-out-but-i-am-a-female-dog-who-aint-gonna-let-you-go-out" kinda lk.
i am so sorry, but i gotta say this, FUCK you B****.

i wasnt feelin paiseh bcos i gotta stand there and wait for her to move her legs,
other commuters confirmed saw how unpleasant her gesture was.

in actual fact i was feelin frustrated at how ungracious ppl are turnin out to be!
not that it's very gracious of me to curse and swear right now,
but..HAHAHA. i need to curse and swear HERE to let my frustrations out.

anw, while i was walkin home from the stop i alighted,
i cursed and swore alllllll the way.
and i told myself to stop it, but i continued to mumble to myself.
oh ya, i complained to moo and he gave reactions that thrilled me!
HAHA. as in, he doesnt really have such huge reactions.
he said "just whack her la. if is me i will just whack her with my bag!"
i felt consoled. HEEE.

going forward..
honestly, if smone were to stalk me and observe me,
i really do talk to myself, MOST OF THE TIME.

ha. that is really me man.
the real shu juan. (:

i kinda loike how i am. d:

alright, the end.
let me hv my last cursing before i say ALOHA TO MY WKENDS:

that woman is going to fall and she will..
break her arms, break her legs, break her nose,
(i know i sound mean! haha.)
break her heels, break her watch, split her skirt,
sprain her ankle, drop her contact lens,
 topple everything in her bag out,
right in the middle of the road with the green man blinkin.
and only 2 freakin seconds left before the light turns red! ((((:

WOOHOO.
congratulations on the humliation you got from makin SJ disappointed with human.
HAHAHAH. gah. i sound childish. d: