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hahah. (:

OMG. i was watching the last episode of Together on Mobtv and..
OOHHHH MY GORD! i saw my childhood friend in the show!
he is Yi Xin (acting as Jeanette Au and Dai Yang Tian's son, and also Elvin Ng's son)
so oh my gord lor.

ahh! he so fortunate to hv taken photo with elvin ng.
wow. hahahaahah. i cant believe it.
elvin ng and me is like so near yet so far. X:
hahahaha.

i text Weixiang (he is the one inside the show) at 12+am,
and he called me.
we talked for a while and he was sayin elvin is much better thn dai yang tian.
the real elvin is cute. HAHAHA. wooooo. hahahaha.

so WOW lor. xiang gonna help get his email add, maybe.
hahhaha. but i think i will be shy to talk to him though. X: hahahah.

i think im mad. but..idk! im quite excited!
okay. probably gettin crazee, but i seriously think..wow, elvin ng!
my gord.

alright, anw. there is also smth else i wana say:
my friend, weixiang, he is currently doing dip on tourism and hospitality (course name was smth like that),
and i think he is going all out to make his life worthwhile.
he is also going to try out being Air Steward.
he said "if you never try, you never know".

it is true. i told him, "im just waiting for my gush of courage to come to me".
sigh. nsj, gotta do smth for urself that you feel proud of.
hmm..

anw, below are pics with the cast.

GOOD AFTERNOON EVERYONE!

i reopened fb and guess the best way out is not go to my bf's profile.
so so soooo much things to do thn gettin upset. hahaahah.
okay, i know that im saying this now, but i could get upset in the next minute.
haha.

aiyo, this is me. fickleminded, contradicting.
aiya, dont care abt that alr. (:

anw, i seriously salute fb.
it got almost everyone in the world creatin an acc there,
and then i get to kpo on people.
like, wow. hahahaah.

anw, happy birthday to vonne agn.
she is like bored that im wishin her agn and agn. ):

moo, jeremy, jeeva, her cousins, we the 3 girls bought the camera and mp3 for her bday.
haha. typed this to give credit to moo and jeremy.
later they feel ): that vonne doesnt know they are also sweet to her. hee.

okay, thinkin of changin blog, back to blogspot.
now that it can upload photos.
erm. see about that.

felt a bit unmotivated to type and get active online.
oh ya, i am on leave tmr and on monday.
so i got a looooong weekend.

tmr im meeting moo to go orchard. (hopefully nth crops up)
it has been a decade since i went orchard.
hahaha. moo went there more recent thn me, though it was mths ago he went.
alright, we will be watchig Avatar 3D (crossing fingers), it was feedbacked that it is a nice show and everything.
so..we shall give it a try.

then we will walk walk at orchard like some foreigners.
seriously, idk how has orchard changed. ha.
more malls right? okay, shall check it out.

randomly: i wonder how my 21st bday will be like. X:

honestly, i really think i am nice to my the person i love at times.
i cant possible be kind to all of our rlnship.
i mean, take for eg, if let's say my other half cheated,
i shldnt be kind, right?

that is understandable.

i think i will be closing my fb for a while.
i could be opening it some time later.
facebook has their good and bad points.

sincerely, the way he said that to her was totally unacceptable.
it was simply short of the word "sayang" in the msg that made the difference.
it was only that difference.

i let him know that i was upset and he did not even care.
what else can i say?

possibly due to my mood, i had a bad day at work.
i felt irritated and angry.
thanks to the anger and frustration,
i confronted the msia guy workin at the same building as me.
he had been saying "hi" to me weeks ago.
even after he saw moo and me tgt, and even aft i gave him a frown.

i went up to him, and he i guess he thought i was gonna say smth nice to him
or some sort bcos he had that fucking disgusting mischievious smile whn i went over.
i started my sentence: "why are you saying hi to me?"
"har? (uttered smth in chinese)"
~the following dialogue was continued in chinese~
"why are you saying hi to me?"
"just say 'hi' lor"
"does your boss know that (you are sayin hi to me)?"
"she knows" (i assume is a lady boss)
"dont you think you are very disturbing?"
"no ah"
"take let's say some ppl say 'hi' to you, what will you do?"
"be friends with the person la"
"but i dont want to be friends with you so stop sayin hi to me"

he was reactin and sayin he wont say 'hi' anymore,
but before he could finish, i said "thank you" and walked off.

thanks to moo and his doing, i managed to get the courage and confront that man.
i hope he will stop harassing me.

i dont know how should i feel and what should i be doing now,
when he doesnt even care.
he didnt even bother to sms not to mention call me.

promises are really meant to be broken.
i give up.

short recap of last week:

-did my nails tgt with xh and vonne
-25bucks for classic french manicure (too ex)
-i can just help vonne and xh do the nails

-went out on a couples' outing
-yy went to taiwan and all others could make it only at this date
-moo and i were nearly late for the movie (but was the latest) and it was my fault
-i was puttin on make up (and..not entirely is my fault lor! /: )
-Sherlock Holmes was totally worth the money. watch it. (:
-had swensens after that and snapped some pics along the way

several NG shots before the nicer one.

Yvonne and Alvin (and the Chipmunks)

Xiu Hui and Jeremy (and nearly 4 years of rlnship)

Shu Juan and Muhsin (and abt 8cm apart /:)

he sent me home and we kissed goodbye at the lift so that he can catch the last bus.
i appreciate that he insisted in sending me home. (:
thank you sayang.

for a moment, i forgot whr we went that day. erm..OH. hahaha.
some dinner tgt or smth. and that day was the first time i ate subway! (:
it was not bad a bread. but it was $4 70.

that was the day whr i tried 20 over dresses but bought only 3.

AND, MY HAIR IS LIKE..ERRRR..........SHET! SHIT SHIT!! popeew cut her hair.
yy wasnt paying attention to me, and, im getting uglier. x: SHARKS!

i really dread my hair. all thanks to that hairdresser. argh!

good afternoon everyone!

im still harping on the part whrby i think i really wana go for a break from work!
"go holiday lah!" divya would say.
she suggested some resort at Sentosa, which i sincerely think it is workable.
next step of the project is to find who will wana go with me.

gah. i think i really want that! (:
hahaha. thinkin abt that, makes me smile.

anyway, my bosses and fam bought me 2 penjabi suits (once agn, i think my spellin for penjabi is wrong).
i will be taking pics of it and posting it here.
i think both looks nice, but moo feels that the orange one is nicer.
the other colour looks a tad like auntie.
hmm. well, who cares, i think the material is damn damn comfortable!

must let vonne try wearing it.
xh probably cant wear it.
yy can try wearing too. haha.

okay, next point, i seriously think that the stupid guy who cut my hair shld be beheaded.
my hair is totally disgusting now! stupid moo said "your hair is so dry, last time it used to be silky and smooth"
OH GOSH. THAT WAS THE LAST THING I WANA HEAR FROM THAT STUPID MAN.
haha.

im thinkin of either rebonding or perming it in the comin year, maybe in march or april.
sigh. i wana be beautiful! i wana have nice hair!!!!! argh.

alright, next point, C outing could be on again.
hope it isnt false hope that is raised. X:
ahahah. everything will come to light this sunday.
tentative plans had been planned, details will be locked in soon.

NEXT RANDOM POINT:

i used a lot a lot of money this month!
-consultation for my acne-d face for $50
-bought dresses and everything cost me $155.50
(the other day, xh followed me arnd and helped me picked dresses agn.
i tried abt 20 dresses and bought 3, haha. poor girl. she gotta see me change for so many times!)
-spent more on food bcos i have been buyin dinner home

i think that is about it.

i will need to plan on my holiday!

i dont like to work! argh!
nobody likes that, i know. X:
why must people work?

i think we shldnt have progressed.
barter trade seems good.
and like what xh said, im a person tht is laidback.
but if you wana put it in another way, is simply means: lazy; unambitious.

HAHA. i know that part of me.
i just like to take things easy.
stroll at my own pace on the beach with the sun shining on my skin.
woh, i like that man.

i dont like to be fast-paced.
you miss out darn a lot!
sigh. sadly..most of the time we gotta go along with the pace.
i dont want to! i wana be myself!

i need to really think about my life and my work.
come on, someone, HELP ME!
OR, IF YOU ARE RICH, BRING ME AWAY LA! HAHA.

bf needs to earn more money  to support me.
but..he is different from me. he understands how this world works,
and although he likes to be relaxed (too), but he couldnt bcos..he will say this world is competitive.

how do i see through all of these?

gah. randomly: i gotta stop discriminating china people.
and i need to stop being bad to people. X:

15 Dec 09 Lunch with Vonne and XH.
had lunch with vonne and xh (as can see in the title).
met up at hougang point and then had a small talk on the potential-and-very-hopeful C outing.
i want it bad. stupid bf, he just..grrr. stupid.

anws, so vonne left shortly to meet her lover.
and xh was sweet (not that vonne was not. d:) , she accompanied me rest of the day.
literally the rest of the day. HAHAHAH.
i made her walk arnd with me for dresses at amk hub after work.

she really went all out to help me pick dresses.
whnever she thinks smth is nice on me, i will hv sm reason to say "no" to the dress.
at the end, i roughly counted:

we went to few shops and i have tried on abt 13 dresses..and..i bought only 1. HAHAHA.
she was really pickin dresses, helping me wear the dresses and..i feel like a princess! hee.
she was encouraging. but she definitely was irritated whn she tried her best
to get me to buy smth that she feels look nice one me but i dont want.

thank you my love! (:

i wana go such shoppin agn. i still got 80bucks for my wardrobe. (:

on thursday, i will be having lunch with vonne and yy at hougang mall.
lookin forward to it. if not i will be cooped inside office if i got no lunch khakis. X:

gotta go!

p.s. pss pss. someone, take me away!

i was just tryin to make an outing with my girls, tgt with their bfs.
which i call it the "C Outing", ie Couples' Outing.

i think it is really gonna be sweet because we get to really,
SEE and TALK and INTERACT with the guy who is taking care of our best friends.
(hee. i sound like im purchasing something)

but, dont you (anyone of you) think it will be such a meaningful outing?
hhahahaah. i genuinely think it is a good idea.

my stupid bf said he doesnt mind gng out with my girls, bcos he knows them.
i mean, isnt that enough for you not to feel awkward? aiyo.
anw, he was the one who was so semangat (enthusiastic in melayu) whn i suggested!
now then he feels that he will feel awkward. garh. X:
i think my bf is a tad too shy with guys. X: hahahaha. shy shy and stupid boy he is.

he rarely turns up at my blog recently as he is workin,
i wish he does so that he can respond to my complain!

i really wana make this happen.
girls, please give me a hand on this!
we gotta cong chang ji yi whn we meet up.

i think guys shld be more 大方.
i dont know how to get this word translated into english.
there are a lot of definitions for chinese words.
大方 could mean generous, but there is another definition..which i still dk how to translate into english.
haah. that is why i like chinese, so profound lo.
i will try my best to get back to this 大方thing. d: